Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Water Fasting - Day 14!!!!!

Ahhhhh, I am ending my day by breaking the fast. I juiced some oranges and now I am enjoying the bright, sweet flavors dancing on my tongue and all the fun gurgly noises the juice is making on the way down. I feel halfway normal again. The live juice is bringing me back to life in a sense. It feels great!

I figure I'll finish off the rest of the fresh OJ tonight and then tomorrow wake up with some melons. I'll let some time go by then I'll make a berry banana smoothie with freshly juiced apples and grapes to sweeten it. Later on in the afternoon I'll juice a tomato/celery/cucumber cocktail and add just a pinch of sea salt. The world is my oyster after that.

I made it. I can't believe it but I made it! I had a long day of shopping with my mom and grandma and I still made it thru. It's been an incredible journey and I am so proud of myself for
finding the strength to finish.

Mmm, a nice hot cup of sleepy time tea. The subtle flavors I would've taken for granted 2 weeks ago but tonight they are complex and exotic.

I am off to get comfy and drift off. I will update in days to come on how I am doing after the fast!

Love and light,

Kai



Monday, March 29, 2010

Water Fasting - Day 13

Verrrryyyy weak today. I can tell my body is ready to be done with this fast. Just one more day. The only thing I am a little nervous about is - tomorrow, my last day of fasting, is going to be filled with a day of visiting my Grandma who lives an hour and a half away and then proceeding to hop from store to store shopping ALL day. I hope I have the strength.

My weakness seems worse at night. I actually got very dizzy when I stood up too quickly this evening and that is the first time this has happened the entire time I've been fasting. It is totally normal from what I've read, but it is definitely uncomfortable.

This time tomorrow night, I'll be sipping freshly juiced oranges and life will be sweet. This is all for now - MUST SLEEP!

Love and light,

Kai

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Water Fasting - Day 12

I came so close to breaking the fast tonight. All that stopped me was the lack of energy it would've required to get the juicer out and prep the fruits. The TV is an evil, tempting tool. Every other second it's food and drink. I think I may have to steer clear of the tube for the next 2 days or even longer until I am back on some solid foods.

For most of the day I still felt a little wiped out from yesterday. It might seem strange to be so pooped after just a day of shopping but clearly if one hasn't eaten in 12 days, it's understandable. Tomorrow I've got several appointments. I'm looking forward to seeing people and being out and about, but I just hope my energy holds up. Who knows? Tomorrow I could have a spring in my step and be bounding around like a 5 year old (doubtful). That is how this fast has been so far. Energy up, energy down, energy up, down, all around, etc....

Two more days, two more days. I know I can make it two more days! I sure am looking forward to the brown rice and black beans I am going to be eating after a few days of breaking the fast. I might even eat an egg! Oooooo!

Avocados.

Love and light,

Kaichita






Saturday, March 27, 2010

Water Fasting - Day 11

Holy crap day 11 is almost over and WTF!!!! I am so excited to start eating again. I did a lot of running around today - shopping and whatnot and I held up pretty well! Tired tonight, though.

I am gonna make this short. I bought all the foods I am gonna be eating when I break my fast. A bag of apples and a bag of oranges for juicing, melons, berries, bananas etc. Then for veggies I got the varieties I don't mind eating raw without any dip. Snow peas, bell peppers, celery. I also got some tomatos for juicing and I've already got a ton of carrots for juicing as well. I'll be eating some cooked vegetables on day 3 or 4 after breaking my fast.

This blog is all over the place because quite frankly my brain is all over the place today. I don't know why. Supposedly when you fast your mind is supposed to be clear and sharp. I feel I can multitask rather well tonight, but really I just need to settle down and get some rest.

So that is what I will do now. Better blog tomorrow! hahaha!

Love and light,

Kai

Water Fasting - Day 10

Ah, day 10 has come to a close at last. It was a long, hard day. I didn't feel like doing anything, but I still managed to get some organizing done for my trip.

I was thinking a lot about eating today. Not necessarily eating something RIGHT NOW, but what kinds of things I'm going to enjoy when I break the fast. I'm going to start with freshly juiced fruits then some whole fruits, moving on to some cooked vegetables and then introduce some proteins like nuts and seeds. All these things sound so delicious to me I can barely stand it!
Watched Michael Jackson's 'This is It' documentary tonight. What a talent. Sad he's gone.

4 more days. I need to find inner strength. It's the last stretch of the race. I know I can win!!!!

Love and Light!

Kai

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Water Fasting - day 9

What an exhausting day! My spirits were high but my body was like WTF! I did some chores and went for a short walk and by the time I was done I was BEAT. In need of a good night's sleep, but I am having some tenderness on the pressure points that I usually sleep on, i.e. my hips, knees, ribs, chest. I don't know if this is because I lie around on them too much or what, but I am going to look on some forums to see if I can find any answers.

Not really craving too much food today. Oh, but I did have a hankering for tea and cake when I was talking with a friend earlier about Withnail and I. What a fun movie!

Ah, the weekend is coming up. I hope I have enough energy to do something besides lying around, watching movies. 5 more days. I can do this!

Not much else to report as far as my water fasting goes. I watched The Men Who Stare at Goats and Good Hair with Mom this evening. Those were both cool movies!

Gotta go shopping this weekend for some last minute items for my big trip! Only 11 days away now! Getting all nervous and excited. Woo hoo!

Day 10 here we come!

Love & light,

Kai

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Water Fasting - Day 8

Today was a good day. I actually got out and saw some people, cruised around town for a while on a bright sunny day - it wasn't bad at all.

I don't feel like I'm fasting. In fact, sometimes I forget. I was quickly reminded, though, when I went over to Mom's house earlier and she had baked a pineapple upside down cake. Oh that sweet aroma nearly floored me. Such a beautiful scent! Mom rushed over and said she meant to hide it before I came over, but I said "no, it's ok," lowered my face towards the cake and had a nice whiff of it's deliciousness. The sense of smell is a major part of eating, and it was a nice treat for me to experience that. It may sound like torture but it truly was divine.

I am sleepy tonight, so I'll make this short. The only discomfort I am feeling is what seems to be some gas pressure in my lower gut. Maybe we'll get that cleared out soon, huh? All part of the process.

Love and Light,

Kai


Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Water Fasting - Day 7

Today has been one of the laziest days of my life. I had absolutely no get-up-and-go! Fortunately I wasn't really hungry either, so it wasn't entirely miserable.

I've been having some new sensations in my lower gut. Something is happening down there in my intestines and it's a fascinating thing to listen to and feel!

My mouth is totally coated in a pasty substance. This is not uncommon among water fasters and it is supposed to clear up as the fast goes on.

I have more energy at night. I don't know why this is, but maybe it's a good thing since I am about to go to Europe and my sleeping patterns will be completely turned on their head anyway.

Going back and forth between distilled water and regular filtered tap water. They taste different from each other so it's a nice change! Heh.

Other than a general sense of tiredness, I am feeling good! My mind is sharp and my mood, though it has its low moments, is mostly on the happy side. I feel like I am doing a world of good for my body.

On to day 8! I've decided to do this fast for 14 days, so tomorrow I'll be over the halfway mark! Exciting stuff!

Love and Light,

Kai


Monday, March 22, 2010

Water Fasting - Day 6

Whew! Another day under my belt! I am so proud of myself!

My hunger has all but gone away, however I still think of food often. I watched No Reservations with Anthony Bourdain earlier (a rerun - Tuscany) and oh the camera shots of the beautiful Italian food were almost too much to take! Ahh, the cheese and wine. The homemade pasta. The olives! They looked scrumptious. Hmmm, olives - I will enjoy you again one day soon!

Enough about all that! Physically I am a bit weak today. I feel a tiny bit dizzy when I stand up too suddenly, but this is all to be expected. I wasn't able to get much accomplished because I would become tired fairly quickly when work was attempted. I did do a couple somewhat strenuous chores and I actually came away from it with a very quick and fluttery muscle spasm in my right arm. Pffft! I will definitely need to re-introduce some light, muscle-building exercises into my routine quite soon after I have started eating normally again.

So tomorrow - another milestone. 7 days. A week! I've been told by some fellow water fasters that I am just about over the hardest part, so I am looking forward to more energy and less of an appetite. This will come in handy for the trip to my grandmother's later this week. She will no doubt have a COW when she finds out I am fasting, but she'll just have to get over it. Some friends have suggested that I don't tell her, but - you know grandma's and eating. She'll know something is up.

For now I am just going to enjoy the calmness that seems to be easing over my mind today. I find it much easier to think and I am not constantly searching for what I want to say. I just seem to know it. I should put this to good use and write something more worthwhile besides this blog!

Love and light!

Kai




Sunday, March 21, 2010

Water Fasting - Day 5

Wow. What a day. An historic day for the USA and for me as well. Congress finally passed the health care reform bill and I have completed my fifth day of water fasting (and not smoking)!

I feel like I should make a little speech (haha). Today has not been easy to say the least. While my hunger pangs have somewhat diminished, I am craving food more than ever. FOOD GLORIOUS FOOD! I am craving literally everything. I swear I was getting the dogs' dinner ready and I caught myself salivating. I wanted, so badly, just to tear into the refrigerator and consume the first thing in sight. But I did not. My willpower is iron-strong. This journey has already taught me so much about myself. I am discovering a power within I never knew I had.

Physically, today I had ups and downs. I woke up with very little energy but had peaks of high energy throughout the day. Also, I gave myself an oral salt water flush this morning. I mixed 2 teaspoons of sea salt with a quart of water and chugged it at once. Within minutes I had passed it through the other end with lots of other junk too. Hooray! Not supposed to do those very often, but I felt I needed it today.

Tonight I watched the sneak peek of a new television show on ABC called Food Revolution with Jamie Oliver. I have loved him forever and if he can make a change in the way America eats, then good on him! It wont be an easy task!

Ah, speaking of uneasy tasks - tomorrow is also going to be tough. I can tell already. But the determination and strength I found today should carry me through! Until then....

Love and light!!!

Kai




Saturday, March 20, 2010

Water Fasting - Day 4

The hunger.....when will it end? I have never experienced such intense hunger pangs in my life. I thought they would be gone by now. I am worried that taking my anxiety meds, even infrequently and as small as the tablets are, might be keeping my digestive system active. Going to try to not take them at all.

I actually got a decent amount of sleep last night! However this morning I was dizzy and my legs felt weak. My heartbeat was noticeably faster when I got up to fill my water bottle. I think tomorrow I will switch to distilled water.

As today progressed I have found more energy. I did some slightly strenuous chores for a short amount of time and it didn't seem to kill me. Mostly, though, I've just been taking it easy.

Oh! A couple good things I've noticed are that I have not coughed or had to blow my nose once since I started fasting! Usually I cough and blow my nose several times a day. No doubt this is an effect of the quitting smoking too. Hooray!

I've just got to try to deal with my anxiety as best as possible without taking drugs. This is shaping up to be one of the hardest things I've ever done - and I'm only 4 days in! Sheesh! Going to try some yoga and meditation. I've also heard some good things about Pranayama breathing exercises. I'm open to anything at this point.

Love and m'f'n light, y'all!

Kai

Friday, March 19, 2010

Water Fasting - Day 3

Hungry today. I guess I was getting cocky yesterday thinking it would be a breeze. Craving things like tuna salad. Lots of nervous energy but unable to sleep for any substantial amount of time. My mood is generally good but I have moments of crankiness.

Drank some hot water instead of the usual room temp. What a treat! It actually did feel nice in my tummy and relaxed me for a bit.

Feeling somewhat anxious but think this is something a good night's sleep will take care of. Nobody functions well on lack of sleep. So I took a whole dose of my anxiety medication - but a half at a time to hopefully make it easier for my liver to process. I wish I wasn't putting any chemicals into my body but I would rather be able to see this through without some panic attack causing me to break my fast early. I am not afraid of fasting - I am nervous about fasting and having anxiety attacks at the same time.

Ultimately I think that this fast will help with my anxiety. I think it will bring about a mental clarity that I've not experienced before. I know a lot of toxins will be gone from my body that could've been contributing to my anxiety. All in all I just know that water fasting, for me, is a good thing and I am looking forward to the health advantages I experience from it.

I do feel some mouth coating going on towards my throat, so things are clearly moving along as they should. Just hoping to have less hunger tomorrow.

I think I might actually try to take a nap. Love & Light.

Kai


Thursday, March 18, 2010

Water Fasting - Day 2

It seems that from what I've learned, day 2 is supposed to be the most difficult day of a water fast. So far, for me, this is not true! Day 1, yesterday, was pretty hard. I was extremely hungry and craving every kind of food imaginable. Today I still feel hunger pangs but I don't feel starved by any means. Maybe tomorrow will be worse for me? I don't know.

I was on a very low sugar diet before I started this fast, so perhaps that has affected the speed in which my body is transitioning into ketosis. I did not, however, do a raw-food diet before the fast, like many experienced people have recommended. I was a little nervous that my detox symptoms would be unbearable because of this. but so far they seem very mild and predictable.

Also, it is recommended that people who intend to water fast do not take medications. I abruptly stopped my birth control pills since I read that it was dangerous to only put hormones and water into your body. Today I am spotting, but that is to be expected and I can only hope that some of the toxins are being flushed out in this way.

Another thing I abruptly stopped when I began fasting was smoking cigarettes! Perhaps it would have been smarter to stop smoking beforehand instead of shocking my system so dramatically all at once, but I can't imagine it being any easier. To me it seems like stopping smoking and eating have gone hand in hand and I am not craving cigarettes very badly at all.

I take medication for anxiety and I cut my dose in half yesterday and hope to quarter it today. Anxiety is a major reason I decided to fast in the first place. I am hoping to be able to discontinue all medication except maybe birth control, however I am thinking very hard about that too.

Other reasons I decided to start fasting are to create a healthy jumping-off point for a new, healthier way of eating - essentially "resetting" my metabolism and digestive system, let's be honest - to lose a few pounds, and obviously the main idea is to detoxify my body and see what comes out! I also have pretty serious acid reflux a lot of the time and I am hoping that it will go away once my digestive system is sufficiently rested.

I've done a lot of reading and video watching about water fasting the past few days and I do believe I am as prepared as I can be to embark on this cleansing journey. I would like to continue to fast until "true" hunger returns, but I only have 19 days before I go to Europe so I may have to break the fast a few days before that time, as it is not advisable to travel long distances while water fasting. I think a 2 week fast will be plenty sufficient. We shall see how it goes! If my body is indeed already entering ketosis, I may not need to fast for very long. I am definitely paying close attention to what my body is telling me and I will carefully break the fast when it tells me it is time.

The person who's given me the most inspiration and information on water fasting is a cute Canadian guy named Michel. His nickname is "yogayak" on youtube and he also can be found at www.yogayak.com/michel . He's done 2 extended water fasts and carefully (and beautifully) documented it all on video. Love him!

Dr. Ben Kim also advised me not to take medication or fly while fasting and I am grateful to have a professional's advice on those things.

So hopefully I have most of my bases covered on this journey. I feel surprisingly good. I didn't sleep very much last night, but the sleep I did get seemed deep and refreshing. My dreams were vivid. My energy seems fairly normal considering I've not eaten in over 36 hours. I do not feel cranky or light headed, but again - it's still too soon to tell what sort of detox symptoms I might experience even in the next few hours. I am keeping a positive attitude, staying warm and getting plenty of rest. Oh, and of course - drinking LOTS of water.

Hopefully I'll be updating this on a regular basis! As Michel says - "Love and Light!"

Kai